You’re such a piece of shit

It is becoming undoubtedly apparent that I am no longer capable of loving the right way.

I either give you too much to those that don’t deserve it or I don’t give enough to those that actually care about me, granted those are rare.

I used to be with people call a hopeless romantic, but lately I have began to feel that I’m not deserving of love. I’m not sure if there’s people that are unlovable. If they are though, then I know among who I belong.

There is too much going on in my mind and in my life right now, but I’m not even going to get into it because I haven’t been on here in a while and I’m not going to ramble on about …


Shot out to everybody that pretended to care about me.

Shout out to everyone that broke my heart.

Goodnight / Good morning.


Oyster Journal — Camper x Bowen Arico






The Great Nebula in Orion(via ottiliee)

This will be the last message I send you. I just thought I’d let you know that it all started of something a little that I had no intention of blowing up but you just kept picking at it and you made it a bigger deal than it was. I don’t appreciate being called crazy because you don’t understand my feelings. I didn’t get out of a relationship with someone that didn’t respect me and how I feel to just do it all over again & And I damn sure did not ever expect to be with someone that wouldn’t fight for me. You can play the victim and act like I’m being a bitch and everything and that’s fine but I was down for you, I help you in any way I could, and I was loyal. but I obviously I’m not what you wanted. Hope you find what you’re looking for.

I have learned or remembered I should say that you can’t trust everyone’s advice, even those with the best of intentions for us.
Being social just ain’t my cup of tea.

Not everyone is okay with living like an open wound. But the thing about open wounds is that, well, you aren’t ignoring it. You’re healing; the fresh air can get to it. It’s honest. You aren’t hiding who you are. You aren’t rotting. People can give you advice on how to heal without scarring badly. But on the other hand there are some people who’ll feel uncomfortable around you. Some will even point and laugh. But we all have wounds.

Me & bae at parties.So classy .